Saturday, April 22, 2006
`21.o4.o6
my tears jus drop off. sigh sigh. whenever i think of him my tears jus drop off. seriously tellin i realli dunno wat esle can i blog? y do gals tears can't be control? i realli think real hard. should we give each another a short break? maybe i nid to be alone to clear everything off my mind. my frenz all told mi i can haf someone better. n i REALLY gonna thanx zuo ping for talking mi tru. maybe i realli should bring it out to him. i dunno y tis type of stuff always happens on mi! realli dun understand. is it true tat guys onli treasure we gals whenever we r GONE? watever i do daily he doesn't seem to know. i jus went to interview job today, in adidas. n i told him. n he say y i always interview those job tat dun haf a fix working time? i mean is like, is a part time job. n it jus gonna be like girodano. they plan working time for us. we can't choose unless we gt something on. he dun even agree for mi to work. watever i do he dun seem to support mi. WHY? indeed my frenz all cheering mi up. but not him. its gonna be real sad. my 18th birthday r coming up in may. n i told him i was thinking to plan a small BBQ at my god mum's condo. so tat i could book e function hall n KTV room there. jus to gather up my sec sch, ITE n working frenz up. i asked him to go n a MUST! but he told mi all my frenz he dun know, so he wont be turin up. it's realli sad to heard tis. tis yr gonna be my first birthday celebrate wif him. i realli dunno wat to say. watever i do he JUST dun seem to support in mi. sigh.
*got a email from moses jus now. after i read it i found it so touching. but all i could say is tat i'm sorry!*
*tearings jus rolling over all nites ; feeling r jus going nt rite*
*fullofSADNESS*
