Monday, July 03, 2006
sick sick jus woke up de joey. =(
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hmm... suppose to blog tis ytd. but i can't online. so ytd i wrote it in my personal dairy n wanted to blog it here today =)
dear dairy,
i dunno y. i seem to tears easily. i'm damn damn sick tis few days. bring locked myself at home today. i no longer feel anything at tis moment. jus feeling so so weak. till i can't even get myself off my bed. at tis moment of time, i jus hope tat i could haf him rite by my side.acc mi. tis is all i wished for. but i can't haf it. coz i do understand tat he haf to work. whenever i missed him, i tears. he seem to be every single moment in my tears. i dun blame him for nt spending e time wif mi, coz i know even he nt wif mi, our heart touches. a very deep feeling tat i feel. i realli missed him loads. i tears while i lying on e sofa jus now. my mum asked mi wat's wrong? i told her e true, i need to see wee liang. she told mi tat i'm sick. how am i gonna find him? i tears again. how i wish every day when i open my eyes, i got to see him rite by beside mi. my world is white went i saw him. but my world turned dark n black when he is not wif mi. and tat's e moment i tears. i dun understand why do i tears so easily. but seriously i realli do MISS him loads ! i dunno how can i express my feeling. at tis moment of time, i jus know tat i need him more then anyone esle. i only wan him to stay by my sideto take care of mi. sometimes i asked myself, had i gave in too much LOVE in tis relationship? but after so much i tot, i still think tat whenever i put in is not a waste and it gonna worth it forever with no regrets in mi.
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nth much happens today. being locked myself at hm whole day again. thanx michelle for visiting mi. n thanx to those ppl tat caring for mi. n nt forgettin my lovely hubby tat had been worries for mi for days. LOVE him !
