hmmm.. can god help mi? help mi to bring all my actions to my beloved hubby. coz onli god knows wat i'm doin now. i might nid god help. if nt i dunno how i can make my hubby trust mi again. i had been doin everything realli truely since tat last quarrel day. i realli wish i can show all my truely to him now. but whatever i do he jus can't see it. how he gonna haf e trust back on mi? i realli realli nid it back deeply. i LOVE him. n i realli know all e mistake in e past. i blame myself for all those. now i jus hope tat our love can go deeper n back to e past. where e trust for each another still there. god, pls help mi !

anyway mi n hubby jus closed down out friendster acc. we both think tat we dun nid any more friends now. each another is wat we nid now. well.. recently had been spendin a number of day at hubby place. coz he took 4 days off. after tat 4 days off. both of us r back to busy at our work again. damn tiring. how i wish school gonna start real soon for mi. i still missed school life no matter how. working life jus seems bad in mi. my stomach had been aching on n off. i dunno y i seems to had tis problem since i'm young. no matter how many doc's i had visited. e med jus dun seems to cure. my aches will still come back as n when. i hate it. it gonna be pain like hell. think i gonna go for a real x-ray or sometimes to check wat's wrong wif my stomach.

ytd had my first day work at cathey. i think tat's e best n nicer adidas outlet so far. is nice n neat over there. but one thing i dun like abt is e air con ! it can cold till we ppl got freeze. even customer complain to us abt it. but we can't do anything abt it. coz e air con is adjust by e cathey mangement. nt us. well... gonna end it here le. Later still gonna work 3.30pm at suntec. will up-date soon. take care everyone !