i jus puked, i dunno y. maybe i tears too much. after i reached home, i dun seem to get a single calls or msg from him. sigh* everything gonna be my fault. once n once again i fail to change. i know is all my fault. jus wrote a letter to u. i dunno wheather should i gave it to u. i dun even know if u gonna read it or throw it. guess i nt gonna say much here. all i wanted to say i had wrote it in tat letter. once again hubby, I'M REALLY VERY SORRY ! please believe n trust mi once more. i jus nid tis from you. from tis post n e letter. tis gonna prove tat i will change n wont gib u those hurts le. i kow u too well. watever i say u wont be listening le. but still i gonna make my LAST promise to u.

i do love u deeply baby !