well... i guess it had been a long time since i last blogging. recently alot of ups n downs happen between mi n him. realli loads n loads of tears from. it jus can't be control. i know in e past i did loads of mistake, loads of lie. but i realli make a move n learn my mistake. realli regreted wat had i done in e past. tat nite, my tears had nt be stopping for more then 24 hrs. i recall myself once n once again. all my mistake. i willing to change now once n for all. jus for HIM !

seriously, i had never regret knowing him, attached to him. i had never done so so much change for him. i had never been so listening to my bf in e past. but he is e first one. i did it all for him. WHY? simply cause e love from him can never be rub off my mind. NEVER ! i'm doing so so much chnage now, and i realli hope he can feel it, see it. i realli nid all e trust back from him. those love n cares from him can never be missed. i realli hope tat one day e promise ring from him can come to mi soon. jus from him.