Wednesday, November 01, 2006
hai. my stomach is damn pain and cramps.
now having a HOT towel on my stomach.
hopefully i feel better after tat.
had nt been blogging for e past few days.
i jus dunno wat should i blog.
sometimes i jus feel so empty in mi.
now was already 10.07pm le.
wondering if baby had reached home?
still waiting for his reply or call to mi.
whenever i feel deeply in pain,
i jus need him to be by my side.
hugging mi ; kissing mi ; pamper mi.
i just MISSED him real much.
went back to school today. nth much.
business com. report writing.
went down straight to lucky plaza to find baby after my class.
at tat moment my stomach was in real cramps n pain.
i feel weak all over mi, and scared i might jus faint anywhere.
my bags are damn heavy.
kip on feel like vomiting, but it's jus so empty in mi.
breakfast had come out.
kip on calling baby fone, but he nv ans.
so i called my mum, she say she help mi to call as i got totally no energy.
from 12.30-1.20pm. at last baby called mi back.
he came n look for mi outside e toilet.
then send mi to taxi stand to took a cab home.
sometimes i wondering, why mus all gals haf tis problem?
hais. dunno hw am i gonna crawl to school tml.
gonna msg my in charge i can't work tis few days.
due to my weakness.
sometimes i realli dun wish to work n forces on my study.
but i need money for my daily.
sigh* tough life.
when i say i love you, it will be forever !
i promises.
i wan to be e gal tat you need.
the gal tat u asked for.
no more unhappy stuff gonna happen in us.
i jus hope to see the lovely you.
to see you carry that smile on ur face always.
today is our 1 year 3 months 18 days le.
14.07.05 will counting on forever =))
love ya baby.
