Sunday, December 03, 2006
it had been a week since i last update le.
recently just dunno wat should i update?
alot of stuff in my mind.
all just stuck inside.
sometime till i can tears it when i think it.
i try nt to think it.
tell myself NO !
trying to pack myself up with event.
and not to stay alone at home.
but still it just appear in my mind.
i feel stress at time.
i'm trying my very best to faithfull him.
but hu gonna faithfull mi?
family? friends? no !
they r still not e most impt ppl to mi.
no one can understand how i feel.
my thinking.
he once promise mi to change.
but just for a moment,
and everything turn out to be the same.
he once promise mi to fetch mi off from work whenever i'm working.
he use to do tat no matter hw bz he is.
no matter hw late i knock off.
but nt now anymore.
and yet i can understand it due to his work n tiredness.
i done so much.
real much to change myself.
just for HIM !
hais.
i realli need him more then anyone.
i only need you to share my stressness with mi.
i really don't wish our distance to be far baby.
