i'm home, from school. woke up at 8.45pm today. kinda early. prepared and off to school. reached school in time. lesson started. after class when down to chinatown to pass mum stuff and had my lunch there. then i travel all the way back to orchard. to lucky plaza mac. mugging all alone. after an hour +. my butt started to get hurts. so i walked to baby shop to find him. he's eating. tot of waiting for him to finish eating then go home. cause my dad called me ask me to be home early. exam are coming up. but who's know, the boss walked in. so i told baby i go home first. in order not to let him get scolded. but he sound pissed off. maybe he tot i don't wanna wait for him to finish his meal. while, i'm not ! i missed him so badly each day. my heart bleed whenever i think of him. just like what my friend say. maybe we gals really need a pad for our heart so that it will then stop those bleeding. i just miss everything from him. if not i wont be like go all the way to find him everyday. my dad gonna put me in a diffcult life. he planned to ask mi to go god ma place everyday after school. just like wat i did in sec sch. god ma then will teach and tuitor me. i don't wan ! everyone does not understand how i feel. i'm still like a kid to them? sigh*