dunno why. joey seem so lonelyness. worries all in me. friday is a day where all teenages enjoy their time out there. but joey is at home rotting. i no longer have what call friends. everyday i got no one to talk too. share my problems with. baby is busy with work. he is earning for all his aims. really don't wish to disturb him and let him feel worry about me. sometimes i really hope there some times for mi to have ladies talk and fun. but... nah. joey don't dare to ask for more. life really had changed. every single thing of me.