when will all sadness gone from me?

i don't know why. i feel kinda sad. today is me and baby e 20th month anniversary. i send him a 3 sms long msg yesterday night to wish him. but he fall asleep and only left me a sms at 5am when he woke up. is jus a simply sms from him. and today was just like a normal day. msged him telling him i going to meet my mum tonight at OG orchard point to acc her buy some present for her friend then on the way bring her OG card for her. tonight 9-11pm they havin sales for all OG cards member. so she need the card. and though of passing stuff to baby before i meet my mum. he pissed off coz i going down to town to meet my mum where i still got my banking and fnance exam tml. i told him i had been studying last week and the whole afternoon today. i got confindance in it. but serious, i can tell he is angry with me. but i really got no choice that i have to go down to pass my mum the card. he don't reply me after that. which i'm hurts and sad. a human can't be studying non-stop isn't it? we need a break. if not it will sure cause to headache. hais. maybe he is thinking all for my good. i know. tears.

come n joey ! wake up ! where is the usual joey in this world?

i don't need others to care and love me ; to notice me ; to know what i'm thinking. but i serious need all this from you ! just you. onlyyou can cure my stressness. really no one esle.

20th months had passed. is this all true love? for me it is. if not i had leave you long ago. is really not easy being a GF or wife. i never fail to try. never fail to give up. everyone say i deserve someone better. but still i respond to all my friends, JOEY WONG ONLY LOVE YOU BABY ! i really do.